i’ve moved..
moved to a new place..
so…
those who care about the dead sarah..
plz..kindly..
log on to http://deadsarah.blogspot.com
there..u all can know how deadly is the dead sarah going on.
heheee…
tata then..
God bless u all..^^
oceans apart,day after day
and i slowly go insane
i hear your voice on the line
but it doesnt stop the pain
if i see you next to never
how can we say forever
wherever you go whatever you do
i will be right here waiting for you
whatever it takes
or how my heart breaks
i will be right here waiting for you
i took for granted,all the times
that i thought would last somehow
i hear the laughter,i taste the tears
but i cant get near you now
oh, cant you see it baby
you’ve got me going crazy
wherever you go,whatever you do
i will be right here waiting for you
whatever it takes
or how my heart breaks
i will be right here waiting for you
i wonder how we can survive
this romance
but in the end if i’m with you
i’ll take the chance
wherever you go,whatever you do
i will be right here waiting for you
whatever it takes
or how my heart breaks
i will be right here waiting for you
waiting for you
right here waiting-richard marx
my favourite song
insomnia last night
eyeballs as big as guli even it’s midnite dy
played this song over and over and over again thru my phone till i slept..
you know this
my sky will turn gray
if you’re away
u know..
u know de….
miserable
confused
i’m losing you
i’m losing myself either
heart dying
dying…………………
what had happened actually?
people these days
work and work and work
days and nights
WORK!!
for the sake of money
money money MONEY!
everyone wishes he’s a money note printer
so that he can hav the whole world
well
what’s wrong with me either?
work and work and WORK
days and nights
WORK!!
a clerk in the day,
a part time tutor at nite
car drinks petrol
instead of water
how i wish i can zap my car
into a water-drinker
instead of petrol-drinker
rumours here and there
spreading
there’ll be an increment on petrol
after the coming ‘pilihan raya’
well
i believe
u believe?
that’s what normally the government will do
before pilihan raya,
headings here and there
there’ll be no increment on petrol
so no worries
after the piihan raya
headings again here and there
petrol’s value is climbing the tree!!
handphone
my phone needs credit to survive
more than RM30 a month now
phone calls here and there
instead of texts
MONEY
what can money bring?
of course
latest models of cars,phones,notebooks
then living,clothes
and etc etc..
somemore??
family’s happiness?love?friendship?
hell NO!!
money cant bring all those things!!
those with kids will say
‘we work for the sake of the good living for kids’
LIARS!!!!!!!!!!
after they have what they want
concubines..
here and there
broken families.
kids with sorrows
sicked society
then people will say
‘dun go out at night,not safe’
who to blame??
MONEY
is actually a trap set up by demons
people obsessed with money
family’s happiness are forgotten then
no more peaceful society
there you go!
demons’ mission is accomplished!
men of the world
wake up!!
dun get tricked by demons!!
God bless…^^
wished parents a happy new year
after they woke up
so
happy new year
am i..
going to be happy throughout the year of 08??
i mean..
everyday.
what does a new year promise?
new life?new people?new things?new happenings?
but
everything just seem the same to me
i’m goin to have
the same me,same people around me,same things
and same happenings either.
things between me and YLM
will remain the same,for example.
i wish for a moderate results
which enables me to go for course i want
i wish things between me and YLM
will turn better
but i cant see anything promising
i only see fogs all the way down my future path
so..
what does a new year bring and promise?
i wish Lord God can take me with Him now
yeah
i mean
NOW…
nineteen years in this world
is more than enough for me
i wish
i can bid this world farewell
beside bidding the year of 2007
a farewell…
i need ms slyvia
i guess..
;( ;( ;( ;( ;( ;(
i’m a timed bomb?
i’m a volcano which will errupts at any time?
what am i?
made u avoiding me…??
mm…
wondering……….
i’ve tried
truly
i did try
no lyings
i did try hard to shake u off from my mind
BUT
i just cant make it
when was the last time i saw u again?
4th of dec
that was dunno how many weeks ago
that’s SUPERB long
when was the last time we texted?non-stop i mean
day before your number expired
that was again dunno how many donkey days ago
lonGGGGG
TRUE..
i did make myself to let go
but i just failed
just like you
failed to let go off her
it hurts
when i tried to let go
more than what i beared when piercing my ears..
i miss u………………..
YLM……………………
-yen
Mmmm…
Had ear piercing last saturday.Some friends around may ever heard this from me: "I’ll never ever pierce any earrings.even if u beat me up till half dead" Funny?perhaps some of you may think it’s so.i said so because it’s hurt.tell u what..(my classmates know this)i nearly bite a friend when it’s time for injection at school.haha!timid?yea..perhaps..but i’m really afraid of injection kind of thing.what more to say about ear piercing?but now….i pierced earrings!miracle miracle..hehe…
people around would say this: Dun eat any poisonous seafood for about two weeks(the longest??) after u’ve pierced earrings.just to avoid any unwanted happenings.
but…
MeeeEEE…
Guess what..
I ate prawns by the night after i had ear piercing,forgetting the fact that i just had ear piercing.
Christmas nite..(only two or three days after that)
Went out for dinner at pending.those eaters will know that pending’s well known with seafood
Da danGGGG..
ate crabs,tek tang(pronounce this in hokkien) and vegetables fried with belacan.hahaz….poisonous enough?wheeeeeeEE….
that’s anather miracle.hiakz hiakz..
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last night’s gathering..
uhmm..not bad..twelve people attended.didnt alter much,i mean physically..except for joshing,who dyed his hair.wooOO..
Among the twelve(including me).uhm….i…erm….i’m..the only one who’s working now.Blurb blurb…
hehez…
next gathering??when??processing.haha..
But!!!!Those not going to eat!!!!!!!Please lar…might as well dont go then.whole bunch there makan makan..then suddenly some not eating like that…duh….
Beh ta han lar…
Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeee………..
God bless…^^
Fine day…
Dull work..
Gonna go crazie if this continues..Oh Lord…I mean..everyday sitting in the office and do nothing.try imagine tat..geeeeeeeeeEE…
It may be good for some of you,but not mE!tat’s superb boring..x_x
Looking forward to the coming gathering at happy valley.
My class one.See?Didnt see for how long niaz dy want a gathering..*sigh* well..this is DEFINITELY not my idea,mind you.hehez…
mmm…wonder how will all my friends become after didnt see them for few weeks..hiakz..
someone..bring camera please..can?
Xiangyi….!!!bring along the burfdae card oso!!
It’s a niceE one..hehez..designer mar..*ahem* it’s….sookyen @ sarah!hiakz…@_@
Really looking forward to the gathering.it’s on wednesday(26/12)…
mmmmMMmmm…
Torturing my stomach by having hot and spicy noodles and speeding on the road used to be things i will do whenever i’m low.
Jesus Christ,source of joy and blessings,ending of sorrows,pains and hurts has somehow kept me away from doing things that might hurt myself.at least,i started to dislike spicy thingy.
Forced myself to go church this morning.for few weeks after STPM I kept overslept.this made me feel superb sorry when I thought of God.So managed to make myself to go church this morning.praised and worshiped my Dear Father God whole heartedly.i jumped and danced for Him freely when it’s time to praise Him.tears flowed uncontrollably like a flowing stream when started to worship.i didn’t know why i cried,but tears just flowed.the work of Holy Spirit perhaps
I hardly cry so freely when there are hurts and pains.this is the first time after i got back to the warmest arms of His.
Few days back,i wasstill thinking..i might need months or years to get back to the truly joyful me.but now..thanx to Jesus Christ,who has set me free by making me cried.i’m back to myself again!
Rejected by someone u truly love is not some small matter but if that’s a Christian gurl,she’s able to recover superb fast after being surrounded by the love and comfort of God.
Guys,u all have the right to reject someone u don’t like,but always remember this:
If she’s a non-christian,she might be hurt very very deeply and need a very long time to recover.
Uhm..i’m just sharing.uhm..if you wanna know more about Jesus Christ,find me yea..i’ll bring you go church to experience the greatest love of God.hehez…
*it’s your fate if you happened to miss someone u like but it’s your MISTAKE if you happened to miss someone who love you*
To all fresh or ”unfresh" STPM leavers,i believe the phrase "defective components" is very familiar heh?only if you all still remember it.we used to come across it when doing maths paper2,the chapter of probability thingy.well..no worries,i’m not here to give questions on it.hehez……..
well..about defective components…factories will only reject components which are defective right?the factories have NO right rejecting efective components,agree?
So now……………..
it’s quite applicable in dealing with relationship thingy.hehez….creative heh,me?wahahahaha….
now,let’s see how am i going to relate the two.
To the concerned one:
NEVER ever tell me that i’m a Nice gurl.I tell you what..I’m really SICK of it!!!Totally sicK!
Why tell me that i’m a Nice gurl yet you rejected mE??!
i wont be that deadly if you just tell me that i’m not your cup of tea,frankly.
The short and easy phrase "You’re not my cup of tea" will save lots of energy of yours in typing long and silly text which beated around the bush to reject me.to you,you might think that beating around the bush wont hurt me so.but i’d prefer you said i’m not your cup of tea.know???????????????????????
Factories only reject defective components and have NO right to reject effective ones.
Since u said i’m a Nice gurl,why rejected me still??
Since you rejected me,means something is wrong with me!!!!!!!yet why you still said i’m a Nice gurl?I dont get it!
you’re just………………
so…that’s how i relate the defective components with relationship thingy.Clever?XD
